Yeah

Unwanted by women and even less by my father.

Trying to move on but can I move any further?

Want to change what I can't change and that's left me bothered.

The book of life's not finished but I need words with the author.

I'm getting sadder and more lost.

The more I feel the more I grow soft.

Wish I could tell someone about the demons that I fought.

But I've been told at my age it's better I not.

And it's not cause I don't wanna be a bother, I just don't want to be pitied like the people's little brother.

Or babied like I'm talking to my mother.

I'm a man now, yes one without a father but I need to suck it up to look after others.