Never again

 



I don't wanna love again

Even though I know it'll happen eventually, currently I don't want to do it.

Because when you love someone they're everything to you.

But there's no guarantee you're everything to them.

And when something starts,it's gonna end.

Not because of you but because they like you as a friend.

And then you're left there looking from a distance, seeing them love someone how you loved them and asking yourself why you're not enough now but you were back then.

I try to move on but it all feels like nothing in the end and I can't feel bad because I know you're happier with them.

I just hope I never love again.

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